Posted by aw123 on 2015/07/24 under Uncategorized She is my best friend, my confidante,the person whom I can talk with at anytime of the day or night, we never need reasons to talk, we don’t need a place to talk, it just flies off. She loves me a lot……as a friend, I love her……enough to desire her as my future life partner. She discusses her ex in front of me, I deal with all the muck and s*** that she spreads around without caring about getting my hands dirty. She desires other men but doesn’t believe in relationships, for me a marriage is what will be according to what is set aside by her parents.
One sided love is like being hungry for days and staring at a pizza hungrily without money in your wallet. Why does it happen to all of us…..at some point in our lives? In the process of giving someone too much of our self, do we start to lose ourselves? I believe that is what precisely happens, it’s happened to me as well.
My options? Stay friends and watch her go to someone else….forever. Or…..break off all ties and move on….into the darkness. The problem never exists when it is a crush, the problem exists when it’s love…..pure, unhindering, a slow burn……like a candle which ultimately consumes itself.